it ended

I'm feeling calm right now. Probably the closest to zen-like status I've ever been before. Those who knew about what once was, I think you can tell that I've now come to the end of a road.

I'm not feeling emo now too, just in case anyone was wondering. In fact, I'm going to stop being emo from now on. Yes, I John Lee, will stop being emo from this day on. And, I will stop using vulgarities as well.

This will take a while. But I'm fine really. Calmness I guess. This blog is going to change soon (:

stab stab stab

a heart cant break
it just simply dies

a soul cant die either
it just disappears

and a life cant disappear
it just fades away

first day at school

"Ohio" - Bowling for Soup
She said she needed a break
A little time to think
But then she went to Cleveland
With some guy named Leelan
That she met at the bank

There's nothing wrong with Ohio
Except the snow and the rain
I really like Drew Carey
And I'd love to see the Rock n' Roll Hall of Fame

I'm missing you too much to say I love you
I'm loving you too much to say I want you
I want you too much to say I need you
And I need you... so much.

24th August.
One of the worst days I've had in the world.
Quote: worst day SO FAR. - Homer Simpson

Shoot me
Kill me
That might be better

For now I am just simply this big lumbering giant with no brain
no heart
no soul.

:)

Feeling happy, yes stop being cynical, I was happy (:
I like fireworks
*kaboom*
*****
There we go :)
Going back to HK this Sunday
I am definitely gonna miss Singapore again ><

say it's possible

Nobody is wrong. Some are just more right then others.
Would you believe that? I might.
I'd like to say that I've been really productive the past few days but I haven't been.
Desperately finding something worthwhile to occupy my time, DotA-ing is not an option.
Can't wait to get back to HK, and for school to start.
Non-productiveness has killed my productiveness.
Strangely enough, that makes some vague sense.
Hokay, sleep should be acquired at an earlier hour from now on.
Mass last night was, for lack of a better word, nice.
Haven't had a proper mass in quite a while, although I did actually go last Sunday.
Perhaps its the company.
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...

*edit: I realised once again how bad I am at friend's tests.

The Fray - All At Once

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come

well

Just posting to not let this blog die. Hello again, I got back from China on Monday, leaving for Hong Kong 19th August, and am currently feeling severe lack of productivity. Yes...

Thinking of something to say but I really can't right now. Just, mental block. I wish. Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like if i screamed,""

Probably nothing pretty.