Soul, Mind, Body: December 2007

Sunday, December 30, 2007

and so it is

2007 is almost over.
I look back on this year so far and I'm not proud of what I've achieved.
I see failure, I see lethargy, I see sadness.
Yet I remember the time that I spent in China, having a job attachment certainly opened my eyes to certain things.
I remember those times returning to Singapore, and enjoying the company of my friends in Singapore.
I remember one decision I made that made me the possibly the happiest I had ever been in my life at that moment, yet ironically would plague me for the rest of the year.
I remember... too much.
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I seem to have overlooked many other events that occurred as well. Things my parents have done for me. The pain and anxiety I might have caused my parents. Part of me really wants to grow up, and really wants to stop wasting the life and opportunity that my parents have provided for me.
Meeting up with Edmond helped me remember SJI. Certainly, I have no regrets about going to SJI. Times spent there were fun, if nothing else. Edmond also helped me with a few other stuff, which I thank him for.
Browsing through a music store can sometimes be really therapeutic.
I guess it's still a little early to do a summary of 2007, but I guess it has to happen at some point in time, and I'm not sure if I'll ever blog again after this.
I'd like to thank all the church friends who I talk to from SMOTA. Being able to go out when I came back, talking to me online, and just being my friend. Thanks as well to those people from CIS who helped me with this life I lead in Hong Kong, foreign but somewhat warmed because of people like you. Thanks also to my 206 and scout friends from SJI. Need to meet up with all of you sometime. And the other people who I talk to online occasionally. Sorry that I haven't got a way of classifying you guys.
You all know who you are, I feel no need to state any names. Thank You.
Much appreciation for my family, all of whom I could never live without. Best friends I could ever get.
...and you. A part of my life I will never forget.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

are you still there

I don't regret sending the email.
But I don't know what it is that I'm feeling
I said what I did
Yet something isn't letting me follow through with it

Christmas is almost here
Singapore seems so distant