stupid me

I've gone and lost my passport, somehow. Second time I have to apply for a replacement passport, the first time I had somehow left it inside my jean's pocket and it found its way through the washing machine and back to me, not exactly in the pristine condition it originally was. So that was the death of my first passport, then I received my second passport, the way cool biometric passport, which allows me to pass through the Singapore customs by simply scanning the page, and then giving my thumbprint, and voila, I'm through. Yes clearly living in Hongkong allows me to attempt this a number of times. Yes, that was my second passport, and it was my life. Now I've lost it. Somehow, somewhere. This is somewhat puzzling for me (great understatement), because I don't even know when or how it even disappeared. It just did. Somebody kill me please. I hate doing stuff like this to myself, because somehow my parents will then look at me and be even more disappointed with me than before, which I really don't want to happen. The problem is that it's not that easy. Hopefully I'll be still be able to get my new passport in time to apply for my china visa and get a plane ticket in time, so that I can fly off by the end of next week to Beijing for a job attachment at a hotel training academy.

In other news, I suspect the J1's should have finished their midyears by the time anyone reads this. Congrats to you guys, hope for the best eh?

dum de dum. Distractions plague me like dengue. No wait...

:O

Tuesday
June 26, 2007
12:51 am

come what may

It's a beautiful day!
Don't let it get away, it's a beautiful day!
Well not so much for the J1's right now,
good luck with the blocks/tests!
It'll be over by the end of the week, jia you!!

:D

19th june

it ended

whatever there was to start with.
fwb i guess.

-open for interpretation

way up there

"i won't forget
the way you're kissing
the feeling so strong
and lasting for so long"

currently suffering a spiritual death.

=/

funny how one event can suddenly make you seriously reconsider what you firmly believed in just a few days ago.

milestone

rain falling almost similar to a tv screen gone hazy. the skies were dark, and traffic went by just as normal as it could, and yet not quite. something was different. to say that my emotions were mixed would be inappropriate, it was indescribable. the event which just happened has a drastic irony in it, the pragmatic side of me somehow has disappeared. i dont want to let go of this. i get on the bus, and i feel a certain exhaustion in me suddenly occurring. i yawn, feeling fatigue, happiness, anger and inexplicable feelings surge through me. i know that what i think of now will definitely be gone by the time i reach home to try and write this down. something which many people suddenly will go crazy about, i feel an awkward sense of morbidness, knowing that somehow i had done what i knew i should not have done. and yet, it wasnt that i didnt enjoy it. and just moments later, while on the bus, i felt this certain desire for more. i wasnt ecstatic, it was hardly that. perhaps it was satiation. perhaps, and maybe just perhaps. it was evol.

i keep forgetting

206 rocks!
thanks dy, havent really kept in touch with you guys, hope everything's going well, and yeah good luck with your exams dudes (:
its been quite a while again since i last blogged, so much has happened, im not even sure how to express myself. i'll be back in singapore 20th june, for about 3 weeks, and then i'll be leaving for beijing, to work. yes, i'll be given different projects to do, one of which is to teach english. most of you probably would never imagine me being a teacher, so you guys probably can guess that i'll be in for some ride... but thats not what worries me most. the place where im working at, my dad's a very respected person. and so is my mum. and so, going by that logic, people over there would expect me to be of somewhat high calibre. pressure...